It has been 10 days since I have written anything in my blog. I am so sorry to all my readers but it has been a bad 10 days at that. I knew sooner or later that ugly word of Diabetes or being a Diabetic would come up. Yes you guessed it! I have been fighting my blood sugars again. You know it not just the disease itself, but also everything that goes along with being sick. I pay for meds only for them to be changed to something else with all the cost coming from my pocket. I have fallen off the horse as they call it this week. I am so mad at the world and at me. I must get this under control.
The other day the doctor order my meds but prescribe the wrong needles to use with the type of pens that I use. So the mistake was passed on to me to purchase the needles the second time. And then there’s the taking of blood sugars before meals adjust insulin take insulin (hope I get it right) and then eat. What about the times when you just plain forget to take you blood sugars?
When I run I take my blood sugars before and after the run so I can have a log. A lot of the time my sugars will be to low because I haven’t eaten dinner before I run. So I end up pushing my blood sugars out the roof for the run just to see them drop during the run. I am so sorry about all this rant but I am trying to understand this thing called diabetes.
Yesterday I talked with a Dietitian and Health Educator hoping that they could push me in the right way. Wow, I soon learn that $180 – $220 per month was not something I could afford. So today I am back on the internet trying to educate myself as much as possible. If anyone knows of a website with such info please let me know.
My running partner has manage to keep me running but at a very reduce pace. It is just so hard to run when you are tired.
Thanks Guys for listening to me and I hope that the next post will be better.
Remember Keep Running!